The Power of I am

I am powerful

I am divine

I am exactly where IM supposed to be

I am divinely guided

I am the ancient knowing

better this than claiming a government party, or something equally as superficial. Don’t rob yourself of true power and potential by confining yourself to a system or a box. They put God in a box, we are an expression of God we were not meant to be confined. God is in everything, in the breath – so lets start there, in the breath, in the space between the inhale and exhale. so be free and enjoy and feel deeply into each moment for it is truly a gift. I never could accept the present, everything had to be different to me. Which made it very challenging to just be myself or be content in the moment. I couldn’t accept myself or life as it was given to me, I began falling victim to the system and claiming these systems as my I AM. There became no room for me there and pressure needed to be applied. I lost everything twice after my divorce and was put in circumstances where the pressure was applied to force me to be myself because it was more beneficial in my environments than this old robot i had become. I had to remember where I came from and the reality of my life and the things i do to cope that can sometimes be harmful to me and those around me. Because you only hurt those you love. I thought because i overcame homelessness, because i stopped being suicidal, because i don’t consume drugs and sex as i used to i cannot accept hardships of my life and I’m allowed to be bitter, resentful, and negative because i lost my job and had to move in w my dad. But once I opened my eyes to the truth I realized what a gift this life is and every moment was a gift and an offering to show up as light in dark places, to perceive things differently. To Look and See.

This allowed me to relate to my peers, to be apart of life and to show up for my community, to cry and laugh and dance with the flow and the people around me.

Last year my friends husband said, and it was so profound, ” You have to participate in life”. Participate, don’t wait for it to happen and miss out, participate. Do it happy, sad, confused, uncomfortable, joyful, hurt, silly, just do it as you are, RIGHT NOW.

peace love and power

New fav drink +

Table spoon a cacao, tea spoon of salt, 2 tablespoons of masala chai dry mix, almond milk, serve hot.

New Journal Prompt for the day +

“Where can I apply softness but still allow myself to be in a space of achievement and success, how can I merge both worlds?”